Pure Rambling, No Seriousness...

The evening is solitary and mellow. Mellow, thanks to Mozart and Beethoven. And also due to pretty shades of crimson and grey, the sky is sporting. A friend just called me, inviting to join him for a couple of drinks. But after the last night, I am not even looking at them for at least a couple of weeks. And I couldn’t go to watch Ratatouille too (damn the vodkas!)! By jove, my head is still spinning a little! After having my evening cuppa, I wrote a little poem. I first thought, I would put it on My Odyssey; but after reading it, it felt so intense, I decided against it. It is a happy poem, pregnant of hope, so I wish I could share it. But then, it is one of those feels that can’t be shared so widely. And I am a little superstitious too! Coming back to last night’s party, it was fun alright! I mean, I had forgotten how the symbi parties used to be. There is nothing like partying with a large group of people- all sharing a little something in common that has made all of them what they are today. A motley crowd and yet so similar! I don’t know, how many of my batch mates would agree, but I sure feel a definite sense of fraternity around them.
Anyway, I have been thinking of writing about a lot of experiences that I have gone through in the past month or so, but have been too tied up paying my dues. And today, when I have the world’s time to spare; all I could do is to sit by the window, and think. There are things happening which are strange to me, and which I had so far considered a foolish deal. But my view point is changing now. And I am scared. And I am scared of being so scared. I remember what Paulo Coelho had to say in the preface of The Fifth Mountain about how man proposes God disposes. And all that stuff about universe and how it guides you. That is in agreement with what I have felt myself sometimes. And those have not necessarily been happy experiences. But that can not stop me from feeling what I feel, or doing what I do. I have to do what I feel like, and if the universe feels otherwise, we will see!

Disclaimer: As I read through the above piece, I found lots of grammatical errors, guess vodkas are still working on me! So although I corrected a few, chances are there would be some left. Kindly adjust!